In bad need of someone to talk to had a relapse over the last year my life has fallen apart .I am lost.
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BUT----how hard it is for me to NOT give up-------For those who don't know---I HATE myself---my looks---etc----how can I accept things that I cannot change when they are apparent 24/7?????? I attempted suicide twice because I view me as detestful!!!If you don't know my story and would like to---read journals or I'll be glad to share---Thank you for your time and I appreciate any and all advice
Well it happened as I thought it might. After a year sober I haven’t noticed that another month went by. Four days ago. This doesn’t mean I’m not aware of my sobriety. Actually the opposite. Abstaining from alcohol opened the door to my sober mind. I feel clear and refreshed in my thoughts and emotions. To me the clean in clean and sober (since I don’t use drugs) means a clean mind....