I have been married 8 years and my spouse became addicted to pain pills about 3 1/2 years ago..he is very bad on them..he will take anything and everything... so i had to make a horrible decision..or ultimatum and he chose to leave the marriage..i am torn inside..sick alone and lost..but i feel as if i failed as a wife. should i have had him checked in somewhere? would that have made him hate me more? I just dont know..I keep thinking about the what if's. I just want you all to know that I wish you well and I know the struggle you go through daily. May God bless you all.
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