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I went to six flags yesterday and all that happened was a great depression. I enjoyed the rides, of course, but everywhere I looked, couples for miles. I was the only guy there with no one. I took three pills while I was there.
I take percocet for pain, as I cannot get out of bed without it, but I also take it to prevent suicidal desires. I see suicide as worse than any liver damage I might sustain. This is why I can't quit. Quitting would be worse than raising the dose.
I'm depressed about so many things, but the most recent one, and usual one is the fact that I'm alone. All I ever wanted with my life was to love someone, to care about and cherish someone, but no one wants me. I hate it. I can't deal with it without percocet, and I wish I was stronger for that reason. But it's getting to be too much even for the almighty pill.
I can't take another outing like the park. I can't take another couple. I can't... and if I can't leave the house, I can't find anyone, therefore I cannot find love. I'm just done for, through and through.
If I found someone... I'd throw away the pills. I wouldn't need them. I'd need a few painkillers so I could walk, but other than that, I wouldn't need any happy pills...
Thoughts?
I take percocet for pain, as I cannot get out of bed without it, but I also take it to prevent suicidal desires. I see suicide as worse than any liver damage I might sustain. This is why I can't quit. Quitting would be worse than raising the dose.
I'm depressed about so many things, but the most recent one, and usual one is the fact that I'm alone. All I ever wanted with my life was to love someone, to care about and cherish someone, but no one wants me. I hate it. I can't deal with it without percocet, and I wish I was stronger for that reason. But it's getting to be too much even for the almighty pill.
I can't take another outing like the park. I can't take another couple. I can't... and if I can't leave the house, I can't find anyone, therefore I cannot find love. I'm just done for, through and through.
If I found someone... I'd throw away the pills. I wouldn't need them. I'd need a few painkillers so I could walk, but other than that, I wouldn't need any happy pills...
Thoughts?
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
A person will not fill the void nor pills!!
and i know where you are with the taking pain pills to fight off depression. that's what i did, or, am still doing..trust me, that good feeling isn't going to last forever and coming down is just going to be more painful. i can't say, cause i'm not you, but for me, using pills to numb my mind from thinking, just made me crave more.
Don't get me wrong, I do not abuse the pills. I take them for pain, but the side-effect of lifting of depression is amazing. Besides, when I am not on pills, I am bed-ridden, irritable, and suicidal. I was that way before I ever started taking them too. For now, I see no reason to stop.
just know youre not stuck in this, and you have my love
wouldnt you still have the pain you have even if you did meet someone?.......
are you saying you would go through the pain if there was someone in your life, and ditch the pain killers...if so.. you can ditch them now and be free of them when you do meet someone.....
iam not trying to come off as mean, it sounds as if your justifying the reason you are using your pill....(only because you are alone)..... sorry, it doesnt make sense...
deb