I am so lost! This is hard because this is really the first time that i've admitted that i have a problem with pain pills. My husband was killed in a horrible car accident because he was addicted to oxycotin and alcohol. I guess i have been so depressed and i've tried so many different depression medicines and they all mess me up that i can't function right, like messing with my vision and making me faint and sick all the time, so i've turned to vicodin and percocet because i like the way it makes me feel and it puts me in a better mood. But i know this is only a temporary feeling because it doesn't last long, but i can't seem to stop. I know in my heart that my husband doesn't want me to end up or go through what he did. We have three precious children for me to raise and all i want is to be completely pill free and to have a happy family! Not just for my kids and myself, but in memory of my husband too.
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