Man, I am getting so flipping nervous about my appointment with the addiction doctor. I go on the 23rd. I have gone through 60 vicodin pills in the last week. I'm scared of not getting that high anymore, scared because I have been doing this for 3 years now. Am I going to remember what its Like to be normal? I need to get off of this crap, I'm not backing out, I just don't remember what its like to live without the pills.....
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Thought i'd share a moment last week that left an impression. My partner and I were watching a movie; Uncle Frank, which was worth watching. He's a recovering alchoholic with some past trauma that surfaces and he slips. His kind partner tells him "I won't go through this again'. Right then my partner turns to me and says the same thing. I said; good for you. There was no old me defensive...
Hi all, I've been inactive on here for a while now and unfortunately I did end up back to the old ways. today I once again slap myself in the face and tell myself no more. I refuse to fall back into the old routine and behaviour. I also recently dug out my old single speed bike, so I'm looking forward to fixing it up, getting back out and riding, staying healthy and busy. It's good to be back