I haven't used pills in a while with the exception of coming down off some marijuana that I smoked yesterday, not to mention the 4 adderal pills I took. I want ta quit but for some reason the more I'm in my relationship with my current boyfriend, the more depressed I am and can't seem to find any-other release other then drugs and ciggarettes. I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel miserable, depressed, and pissed off all in the same periods of time. Idk how ta even think anymore. I feel like a failure when I'm off drugs. I can't sleep, eat, feel good about myself, or feel content period without em'. I just wish... well my wishes'll never come true, so nevermind...
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