ok so last time i got high was about a month ago. the longest iv gone is a month and a half. i have a bet with my bf that i could go longer with out drinking or getting hign then he can. and i hate to lose. but i love vicodin im tempted to just flush the rest of my supply but what if i need it?? sorry i guess this isnt much of anything but a rant
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