Well, DH (dear hubby) admitted he's been using again. As I am writing this, I'm crying. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't feel like I fit in this marriage and the addiction is the new wife! I asked him what he wanted to do and he couldn't give me an answer "right now". Is this normal??? Do I just walk out? He's been a good husband as far as providing a home for us to live in, never cheated, not a bar guy, doesn't stay out all night, etc.....how long can I go on having these conversations over and over?????? I love him to death and I know I will never meet a man like him again but how much is too much????? If I leave him, is it a failure on my behalf as his wife; not supportive enough, strong enough?? I want to have sex with my husband!!!!!!! Apparantly, that's not important to him. Otherwise, he'd stop right? Well, doing it once a month stinks and I want a normal sex life again!!! Too much to ask for? Lots of men wish their wives would want sex ALOT!!! I feel like crap and I am at a cross roads. Please advise and don't hold back...I'm miserable.......
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