I am getting really scared about labor the closer it gets to May. I'm sure everything will be fine, but I cant help but get freaked out everytime I look at my growing belly. It's gonna hurt a LOT and that is freaking me out. I'm afraid that I wont get to the hospital in time to have an epidural. I'm afraid that I wont survive the labor and that the father will take her away from my family. I'm afraid that the pain will be so intense that I wont ever want any more children. I am getting angry at the father for taking advantage of me and throwing me into this when I wasnt ready or prepared. I think he did it on purpose. I dont know how to calm myself down. These are the things that go through my mind daily, and they are really starting to take a toll on me. I dont know what to do. Any suggestions or advice would be more than welcome!
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