i apologize to those of you to whom i have not answered for a few days, but something almost unimaginable has happened here in houston & more specifically to my husband's patient- or rather her baby. this woman beat her 2 1/2 MONTH old baby to death, stating b/c she "was angry @ the babies father". the baby had so many old fractures that the coroner said he feels the baby has been abused his entire life since birth. all that precious one knew was pain, this makes me cry now even though it happened on the 6th i believe(maybe 9th)-it doesn't matter. she had a child in 2005,2006,2007. the other 2 appeared not to have been harmed even though same dad, but were unusually quiet for 1 & 2 y/o's, i'm sure out of fear. she also had a previous child that CPS took away & placed w/ a distant relative. needless to say this has been devastating as she seemed fine all these yrs. i feel like we should have spotted something, i never interviewed her,but i am so nosy i feel like if i had been the one to see her, maybe it would have made a difference. the other horrible thing is, she did what she had done w/ other preg,- used an adoption agency thet payed her med bills, rent, groceries- everything. there was a couple that payed 50,000.00 and was planning on taking this beautiful child home, then she "changed" her mind @ the last minute- when all the goods were about to run out. if only that couple had been able to take the baby it could be screaming its head off every night, all night long just b/c it wanted to be held constantly & no one would mind a bit. please everyone touch your beautiful tummies, say a prayer for what that baby endured, along w/ what the other two may have dealt w/ & will go through now & be thankful, no matter how much discomfort you may be in- it will be over sooner than you think and your baby will ALWAYS know what it is to be loved & treasured. i know this story sucks-esp. on this site, but i needed to "talk", thank you goodnight
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