I am so sick of being pregnant. I just want to hold my baby girl in my arms. I cant wait to hold her, to watch her grow, see her smile for the first time, her first steps, teaching her right from wrong, her first day of school etc... For me raising my little girl & dealing with all the tantrums & trials & tribulations that come with raising a child is all I ever wanted. People have called me stupid & naive for this. They said that pregnancy is the best part & that my life is going to end now & blah blah blah. I hate these people for telling me that. Just because they dont like raising their child during the harder times doesnt mean that I wont enjoy it. Im tired of my back hurting all the time. Im tired of feeling tired & feeling 'fat'. I feel like the people in the movie 'ALIEN' when the alien starts trying to break through their rib cage. That's what it feels like my little angel is doing everytime she moves. If i could just skip the whole pregnancy and just have the baby Id be the happiest woman in the world. Sorry for ranting just really needed to get this off of my chest. I feel so alone when it comes to this.
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