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Ok I don't even know where to begin on this because I am so pissed off, but I have to vent to someone and it's 2 in the morning so forgive me but I have to get this off my chest.
Most of you know that I'm having my heart monitored to find out what's wrong with it...well tonight did not make it any better at all. I am up with insomnia as usual going through pics and chatting on the computer while getting some laundry done. Well I was talking to my ex (we have remained friends though we were engaged until last April) who is recently back from Iraq. I haven't had a problem with him at all until tonight. I told him that according the article I was reading my baby is about the size of a mango and he answered with "So I could throw it then." CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?! Then he said throwing it wasn't abuse he was just teaching it how to fly...but the sad part is they usually don't make it after more than two throws. Then he attacked me in there somewhere about my baby being concieved outta wedlock. And then said that he feels like going and punching some infants. Followed by "bombing" me with the IM bomb zap.
I don't know whether to cry or kill. I am so heated right now. I don't know how someone could say that and especially to someone with a child growing inside them. And my little one started kicking about then which is making me start to cry right now. I love my baby so much that it brings tears of joy to my eyes every time I feel it move in me and for someone to talk about any baby but especially mine like that...I do not have adequate words of hatered to express how I feel right now.
I guess I don't really have much else to say...just had to vent. I'm going to enjoy my little one like I always do an if anyone out there doesn't sleep besides me then I would be happy to have someone to talk to. Thanks for listening.
Most of you know that I'm having my heart monitored to find out what's wrong with it...well tonight did not make it any better at all. I am up with insomnia as usual going through pics and chatting on the computer while getting some laundry done. Well I was talking to my ex (we have remained friends though we were engaged until last April) who is recently back from Iraq. I haven't had a problem with him at all until tonight. I told him that according the article I was reading my baby is about the size of a mango and he answered with "So I could throw it then." CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?! Then he said throwing it wasn't abuse he was just teaching it how to fly...but the sad part is they usually don't make it after more than two throws. Then he attacked me in there somewhere about my baby being concieved outta wedlock. And then said that he feels like going and punching some infants. Followed by "bombing" me with the IM bomb zap.
I don't know whether to cry or kill. I am so heated right now. I don't know how someone could say that and especially to someone with a child growing inside them. And my little one started kicking about then which is making me start to cry right now. I love my baby so much that it brings tears of joy to my eyes every time I feel it move in me and for someone to talk about any baby but especially mine like that...I do not have adequate words of hatered to express how I feel right now.
I guess I don't really have much else to say...just had to vent. I'm going to enjoy my little one like I always do an if anyone out there doesn't sleep besides me then I would be happy to have someone to talk to. Thanks for listening.
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
My ex, Derek, is still upset about him and I not working out. That's a long story, but in the end I know I shouldn't let it effect me and get me upset, but in the moment and at that time of night with my baby moving while he was saying it really did get to me for a little bit. I am no longer talking to him and don't plan to at all. He just found out yesterday that he is going to Germany for the next four years coming this January and I think a combination of that, not sleeping for several days and not being over what happened between us is was lead to his comments yesterday. In the end I know the answer is to not talk to him anymore and that's what I'm going to do, but I was really upset when it happened and especially him talking about the baby. I guess I would have taken it better if he was talking about my boyfriend or even myself, but the helpless baby and the things he said-those would have set me off without the additional hormones and protectiveness. Thanks for listening to me vent though. It's a wonderful blessing to have support like this.
To me it sounds like he's jealous that its not him that you're having your baby with and that the only way he can get back at you is by being childish and petty and deliberatly hurting your feelings!
If i were you i'd leave well alone - you dont need that grief at this lovely time in your life..... stay away from him and enjoy your pregnancy and new arrival!
Best of luck xxxx