well i just sat here because i could not sleep and all i could think about was the birth coming up .... its just wierd how much my life will change soon.. i am scared of the unknown and wonder how im going to be when im giving birth it must be well emotional wondering if ur baby is ok and if ur going to be ok and then theres always the thought about what the pains actually feel like because people can tell you and tell you but it aint until you experience it yourself that you actually know and may take to it better or worse then others depending on your pain thresh hold and all that... do you know what i mean are other moms expecting soon a bit anxious about this too? it would just be nice to know i am not alone.. i was not scared but i then thought if i go tuesday and they say they will start me ill be petrified but i know i need to keep calm for my babys sake its just the most life changing thing ill ever go through i think its first time blues or something but yeah its like oh my goddddddd im going to give birth to a baby! and i know i have known it for months now but its suddenly on the door step about to happen and yeah im a bit scared!!!!!!
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