Ever since we heard the great news, things have just fallen apart.. I feel like Ive lost him. 6 weeks until baby is here.. he doesnt even have a name, bc daddy is never around to talk to me.. He works everyday.. until about 630am.. then sleeps until its time to do it again.. (business owner) I just feel like the importance of us, and the baby have faded in his eyes. Work is all that matters. I've tried bringing this up numerous times but it only causes huge fights... and any attempt to mention it again, he flips out.. "SERIOUSLY WTF".. We always fight.. over nothing.. he is just so stressed out about everything going on he takes all of his anger out on me.. here I am wondering, the baby isn't even here yet.. he doesn't even have a name.. I don't know how much longer I can take being a doormat, an outlet for anger.. i feel so alone.. I have no one, my friends disappeared when I wasnt able to go out anymore, and my family is all far away.. I can't wait to meet my son, but I can't help but feel terrified of whats to come of my relationship and what all of this stress im under is putting him through.
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