I'm seven months pregnant and all my bf and I do is fight. We don't have a normal sex life. I cry a lot and I tend to freak out about a lot of things. He tells me he's weirded out that the baby is inches away when we're having sex and he also says why would he want to have sex with me when I cat the way I do. Whenever I feel really depressed and I'm crying, he just gets up and leaves to go to his friends house and I have no idea where his friends live or any of their numbers in case of an emergency. He tells me he can't handle coming home to me being the way I am. Yet, I feel that him being gone all the time makes the situation worse. We've became very verbally abusive towards eachother and he tells me that He doesn't know if he can let down his walls for me or the baby. He also told me if I went back home to the abusive situation with my parents, that he wouldn't talk to me ever again and he wouldn't have anything to do with the baby. I have no where else to go and no job. What do I do? Is it right that he acts this way? I'm so scared right now and I have no support system but the people on here...but sometimes, you just need someone in person you know? I had to go to the hospital tonight because of my breathing (PLEASE READ MY JOURNAL) and I had no way to get a hold of my bf. I was so scared... I hate him, but I love him. What should I do? My parents just upset me worse (read my journal) and I have no other family. PLEASE HELP ME I'M AT MY WITS ENd....
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