Okay for the past day and a half I have has less movement than usual. Not nothing, I still get a little bit, enough that I'm not too worried ... but I am so nervous about something going wrong. I used to be afraid of a miscarriage until I was about 4 months. Then I was relieved and eased up a little. Then a couple of weeks ago I read something about stillbirth and am nervous about that now!!! I can't wait to just have this baby so I can stop worrying about it! And then after the baby is born I will be afraid of SIDS until he is like, one! What do I do? I t hate this worrying!
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