I always thought being pregnant would be such an amazing experience. But it's so damn difficult! I was really sick again today, I've had another pounding headache that made me dizzy. My tummy is getting really big and I'm scared I'm never going to look thin again. I'm getting the second glances, the 'is she pregnant?' ones. I can see everyones eyes drifting to my tummy. My emotions are everywhere I keep getting hysterical! I'm scared about the birth still, and even more scared about that fact that I'm going to have a baby, a little person totally dependant on me. It's terrifying!
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