I just got my very first BFP last night from IVF treatment. We've been dealing with infertility for a while so this should be the greatest day ever, right? I feel so under prepared and scared. What's wrong with me, why am I not overjoyed. My DH is feeling the same and we just held each other last night and thought... What have we done??? Are we just in shock? Is this natural. I mean it's a HUGE change. I feel trapped and like my freedom is being ripped away. And on top of all this I feel so guilty for having these feelings.
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