I decided to give my baby's father another chance and he called me at 12:30am last night, waking me from my sleep because I went to bed early instead of calling him that night. He lives in Wisconsin and I live in Minnesota. He told me he thought it was weird that I wanted to go to bed early instead of calling him. I had already explained that I went shopping all day so I was sore and tired. I just got a new phone so I got a headache from being on it so long too. So I promised I would call the next day. He then went on to say he thought I was talking to one of his guy friend's and asked if I had talked to him instead. Once he got that out, he went on about my mom and how she pisses him off. And how the baby will know her more because him and i don't live together. Sounding upset and hopeless about everything. It made me cry because I was so confused and tired waking up to that. I am so confused about if I made a mistake about getting back with him. He has insecurities that he is trying to get over but seems to have taken a step back since I said we could be together. Then apologized saying he was sorry for calling and sent texts saying he wanted to die because he knew he was being paranoid and how the kid won't know who he is just because we don't live together right now.
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