Have my mind going in so many different directions, I am pregnant by a man who manipulated the condom to get me pregnant andi am not only angry but im so disgusted about it. I am not going to have a abortion or give my child away but im so angry that someone can be so stupid to put someone else in a situation they wouldn't want to be in with that person. O had lost a child and i was looking for comfort because the man i loved was gone. I was just wanting to get my mind clear of things . I couldn't believe i was pregnant but then he went around telling people he has a baby on the way before i even knew i was pregnant and theni knew he did something to the condom. I was so upset i wished miscariage on myself during the early stages and now the baby is getting older and not so much do i feel this way but i still don't haven't embraced this pregnancy like i did with my other two pregnancies. Children are a gift and i know this but i am just so angry im having a baby with a man i don't trust for one second with any child. When i was with him one time his step daughter called him and ask could he give her a ride somewhere and he said after she hung up"why does she call me is she going to give me some pussy for riding her all around town" his step children hate him he is a drunk and never would i feel comfortable letting my child around someone so unstable. I'm at a lost i am even thinking of moving to another state, he don't know where i live or anything about me really so i know he cannot so much as find me cause i wanted it that way fromt he beginning because i never took him serious. Gosh anyone going through anythign similiar plz talk to me
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