have been cryin most the day im jus soooo strugglin at the moment im almost 32 weeks pregnant i got the anxiety of the birth comin up and to make that worse im hurtin cos im guna not have the babies dad there so its meant to be the happiest time of my life and im sittin here upset and dreadin it! if only he wud realise its for her benefit that hes there not mine it hurts me big style, i no im beta off n that but stil its one thing bein pregnant anufa with the hormones then anufa wen ur doin it alone and ur guna bring a baby into the world on u aint got the babies other parent there to celebrate wit n be happy i no i got family before people tell me but it is just so hard i feel today like just hiding and being on my own me mom just sin me sobbin and i cudnt bring me self to talk to her im just so so upset im afraid of the un known of bein a mom on me own wot if i mess up wot if i get blamed by her for her dad not bein there how can he do this to me wen i never treated him badly,he dont no how heart broken i am n how much he has hurt me in the process sum people r just so evil also jus wonderin wot hes guna be like wen shes born its just all too much for me at the moment deffinatly the hardest thing iv eva gone thru :'o(
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