Okay so i've been struggling with this whole pregnancy, i'm up and happy because i love kids...yet this was unplanned and i'm very sad and feel alone, my boyfriend has gone out yet again tonight and he basically told me since i was going to work tonight that maybe i should rest since i'm not feeling well... i feel like i'm being too selfish but...i want him here with me!! i dont' feel good...so i want him to cuddle with me i'm feeling so insecure... i just wish someone understood what i was going through! i really hate this, and i feel like i'm slipping into a deprssion....i sit at home by myself just me and the tv..in my bed alone... i told him i wanted to just watch a movie with him but he said tomorrow we will, and since he didnt go out last night he wanted to go out tonight, i'm just frustrated it makes me want to not do this whole pregnancy, it makes me feel so alone, i was just wondering if anyone out there is feeling the same as i am? or if anyone has any advice, because obviously the bar comes before me... it means alot that he's here...but he obviously doesnt care and he gets frustrated when i cry and gets upset and doesnt wanna talk or know what to say, PLEASe SOMEONE help!!
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