just wanted to post how i feel rite now its ten to one in the mornin i cant sleep i just put my babies dads picture with mine so wen the baby is born i can compare n see who she looks like just a bit of fun,, i jus sat here tho and im a bit upset now thinkin of the scans hes missed and how hes guna miss the birth and it hurts im usualy ok about it but it does make me feel sad that hes missed so much i no he wil regret it n all that and im beter of is wot most people wil say which is rite but im sad from the point of hes missin memories which wil neva happen agen ne one no wot i mean ? im also wonderin wots guna happen after the birth dont think i wud have the energy to have a fight or argue wit him i just want a peaceful life where me daughter wil have both her parents is that too much to ask for :'o(
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