I have been so excited during this whole pregnancy, but lately I have been feeling overwhelmed and getting cold feet( I'm 34 weeks). This is not my first baby, my daughter is 7. Like 2 days ago at a DR appointment my DR wanted me to go to the hospital to get hooked up on the fetal monitor because the baby's heart rate was high and she wanted it watched. Thankfully everything was fine( they said baby was just excited, lol)but while I was there I heard the newborns crying and I thought OMG am I ready for this again..??? My BF works around the clock and so when he's here he is usually getting much needed rest...I really feel like I'll be a single mom of 2....he's taking a couple of weeks off when baby comes, but I fear that with his schedule it just wont be enough....I also suffer from depression and I'm afraid that it will get worse after the baby arrives....more dirty laundry...more mess...less sleep..me unable to cope.....most days I don't feel this way, but today is one of them....I feel terrible for admitting all of this, but it's how I feel....anyone else feel less then thrilled some days??
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