Have you tried going to an abused mothers' help group or something like that? It always helps to talk to others who are like you in this way. And these are groups where you can feel cared for.

Men who are abusive are normally more abusive when their partner is pregnant. (my daughter is now 7) I was hit when i was pregnant and had to flee to a refuge and started a new life in South London. It was the best thing that ever happened to me! i am over it now and you should be so proud of youself that you got away from this situation as alot of people haven't got the courage to do this and put up with abuse for years. You have taken away the disfunction and insecurity in you and your childrens lives. I suffered from depression in the past and took Bio Selenium amd zink its a herb and is wonderful. And having a girl is the most amazing experience i have ever had. My boy was special but having a girl is a whole new different special. its ok to cry its better than feeling anger and getting angry all the time. Life will get better, love from your beatiful girl will help you forget all the bad. God knows why you got pregnant and so have faith that things will improve for you.

When i go to church i will light a candle for you, an even if he comes back on his hands and knees don't even open the door.

Love Me Dee.

If you ever need to chat i am quite understanding.

And how you are feeling is perfectly normal for you right now, when you have had enough of feeling down you will gain the strength to kind of snap yourself out of it.

i was in a simalar sitution with my second son me and my x got into a huge fight mainly more me beat him up hormone changes arent alway good anyways i kicked him out i was so scared cause how could i take on another child i felt just like you i didnt want him now he will be a year old on the 21 he in my lap as i am writing this truthfully i couldnt even image not having him in my life you will adapt to the sitution and be so happy that you did get rid of the baby everyone will adapt to any sitution and it you will see that your biggest fear right now will be you the happiest thing in you life in a year baby will ways brighten up the worst sitution

It's hard to give advice when it's not yourself, but if I was in your shoes I would just enjoy that you were blessed again with another child. You have other options if you decide not to keep the child. Good luck in your decisions and if you need help just reach out. We are all here to talk anytime.

Hi, I hope everything gets better for you. When I read your letter I just got a lump in my throat. I have never been put in your situation but I did grow up with my father abusing my mother and so I know how my mother felt so I could only imagine how you must be feeling. She was left alone with 5 girls. I hope you have someone close that you can talk to so you can get through this hard time. I wish things will get better for you.

Would you have stayed with him if you weren't pregnant? I think this baby is a little miracle, it's the little kick you needed to get you away from a situation that would have got much worse. Love will come. Just remember you have a little miracle in you, that may have saved your life!