IM 22 WEEKS PREGNANT WITH 2 KIDS 11&8, WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT WAS EXPECTING I WAS NOT HAPPY.MY BOYFRIEND WAS VERY HAPPY AND SOO I DECIDED TO KEEP THE BABY.WHEN I WAS ABOUT 17 WEEKS,HE BEAT ME UP AND I KICKED HIM OUT!I KNEW THAT I WAS MAKING THE WRONG DECSION TO KEEP THE BABY BECAUSE I AM NOT READY TO HAVE A BABY LET ALONE HAVE A BABY BY MYSELF.IM NOT SAD THAT HES GONE BUT IM SAD AND MAD THAT I WAS SO STUPID TO BELEIVE IN HIM,AND ALL OF WHAT I THOUGHT WE HAD ,IT MAKES ME SOO MAD AT MYSELF.SO NOW I WAKE UP MAD THAT IM PREGNANT, ALL I DO IS CRY.ITS SO HARD BECAUSE MY KIDS AND EVERYONE ARE SO HAPPY ABOUT THE BABY, SO NO ONE KNOWS HOW I REALLY FEEL. MY BOYFRIEND WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO REALLY KNEW HOW I FELT AND HE REINSURED ME THAT ALL WOULD BE OK, WHAT A JOKE.SO HOW AND WHY WOULD HE DO THIS TO ME?I DONT WANT HIM BACK , I JUST WANT TO FEEL BETTER AND BE HAPPY ABOUT MY NEW BABY GIRL ON THE WAY. WHAT CAN I DO TO BE IN LOVE WITH THIS PREGNANCY JUST LIKE I WAS WITH MY OTHER 2?IM SCARED THAT IM GOING TO STILL BE DEPRESSED AFTER THE BABY AND FALL INTO A DEPRESSION IF I HAVENT ALREADY. I JUST WANT TO FEEL BETTER
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