It's been four weeks since I went into preterm labor. There was a point where I had dilated 2cm and effaced 50%, a couple of days later, I was back to one. I've lost my mucus plug. Everything points to me being ready to go except my cervix. I've been having regular contractions every four minutes the whole time. I'm exhausted. The problem appears to be that my body isn't producing the chemical that softens the cervix. Meaning, I'd need the help of my doctor to progress. Well, my doctor won't do anything to help me. I have no idea how to either convince him to give me the chemical or kick start it on my own.
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