my belly button jsut poped out recently i havent noticed it like i was watching for awhile then i stopped. then when i was taking off my coat poof. i had a belly button poped out and i was freaking out in a good way thinkingi t was funny my boyfriends not so interested as i am. i wonder why but yeah and then my mom says well ur almost due. im scared really scared i expect my baby in 9 days december 23rd so yeah. but my boyfriend keeps reasurring me im going to be fine and the baby is to cause of my past experiences of getting high i dont do that no more and havent done it in along time but besides not doing it in along time i mean for months but the thing is it is still in the back of my head that i hurt my unborn child and hope and pray that everything will be allright and i will love my baby just the same if there is something wrong but the pressure is on me now since his dads side of the family is expecting to see a healthy baby how do i deal with it all im secertly going crazy in my head thinking about it and its making me ill in my stomache the thought of it, also my boyfriend doesnt seem to be so supportive right now and like hes trying to deal with something himself to ihate men. i just miss the love and affection we use to have for each other instead i eat my feelings away its horriable and i got to stop or i might be 500 pounds some day i dont want that. i was 190 when i got pregnant since then i dont know how much ive gained but im 275 now
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