i am nearly 8 months pregnant and i am SO SCARED its unreal. not just cos of the pain and the pregnancy but of other things aswell. i always feel so paranoid tht there is going to be an argument or something with my bf and my parents cos its happend before. i find myselelf constantly trying to make sure he is in there good books, sometimes a little to much. cos he is not a bad person at all, ive felt so supported by him through my pregnancy and when im stressed im really horrible to him for no reason and he dont deserve it, i feel so guilty after and i wouldnt blame him if he just up and left. i think my parents are so two faced sometimes i just want to tell them they are so pathetic and to just keep there friggin noses out eg:i get a grant for my baby, but cos my bf smokes weed, they want to keep it and only give me some and spend some on their own, so he "doesnt have the temptation" of spending it on weed. i mean for gods sake, they make it sound like hes on a hard drugs or something! it made me soooooo angry cos it proved they clearly have no clue but just think they do. he NEVER spends the babys money and he would rather spend his money on me than weed. also sometimes i hear them whispering like pathetic little kids,they are backstabbing as f##k and so sly its unbelievable, they need to just give it a rest, grow up themselves and let me and my bf do our own thing, if we mess up we mess up, at leat we tried. me and my bf argue a lot too cos my dad drinks, he kicks off really bad sometimes and we dont want that to happen when the baby is here,cos she didnt ask to be born and we dont want her round all the stress, tension and drinking. it causes so many problems in our relationship that dont need to be caused. it is like living in this house is tearing us apart, or my parents are. i dont mean to sound nasty, please advise me. thankyou
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