does anyone else think they might have prepartum depression? not postpartum..because i have been so depressed during my whole pregnancy and it's getting REALLY bad. my boyfriend hasn't really been as supportive as he should be and its really getting me down. i tell my family all the time i can't take it anymore and i just break down in tears but no one thinks its as bad as it really is. i'm having horrible thoughts and i don't regret my baby but i just sometimes feel like i don't even wanna live and i know that sounds so horrible. i sometimes feel like i'll do something i'll regret is it stupid to go to the ER next time i feel this way if i can't make it to the doctor? cause i get so out of control and just wanna run away. i don't want people thinking i'm a bad mom or i'm going to be because i love my baby i'm just having such a horrible time with this and its really tearing me apart. what should i do?
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