I just found out I'm pregnant again after losing Liam at 38 weeks in April. I am happy and sad and so extremely overwhelmed. I cry over everything. I stopped taking my antidepressants and sleeping medication and am being extremely cautious, but it didn't help with Liam. Not having any answers as to why he died is difficult. Since I'm 40 we decided to keep trying so we could have a sibling for our 2 year old. Has anyone gone though this? I'm just so afraid this baby will not make it. And I'm thinking what is wrong with me for getting pregnant again so soon! But it took 2 years with Liam. I see my doctor in two weeks for an ultrasound. So it's just waiting one day at a time.
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