I didn't want to join this group yet since I figured it'd be bad luck since the ER Dr. said I was probably going to miscarry. I couldn't write anything unless I joined though, so here I am. I have been bleeding lightly for the past 4 days and today my bleeding stopped. I don't know what's going on. I have to get my second round of blood tests later today and won't find out the results until tomorrow. I am going to drive myself crazy until I find out. I am scared that it might be ectopic since my first test my hcg was at 20. My LMP was jan 2nd, they should be much higher. I didn't even get a positive test until feb 14th after my bleeding had started. On the 12th I got what might be considered a line if I stared at it for long enough in the light, I was pretty sure I was imagining it. I just hope that by some miracle my levels have doubled and everything will be okay, even though it looks like the odds are against me.
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