I have been out of commission for a while, mostly because I have had a really hard time the last 2 weeks. After Abby's death, this pregnancy has been so hard. In the beginning, I was such a nervous wreck and constantly thinking I was losing the baby. When we found out that we were having twins, I thought it was a sign and I was sure everything would be okay. 2 weeks ago when I went in for my sono, they said that there was a size difference in the girls and that they needed to keep a very close eye to make sure it isn't the beginning of twin to twin transfusion. They are only 3 oz apart but apparently there is a 22% size difference between them and there shouldn't be more than 20%. I have been so angry and having a really difficult time with this. I just don't understand why I can't just have an easy time with this. I go back tomorrow and they say they will be able to tell a lot and I'm so nervous. Has anyone heard about a size discrepancy between the twins at around 20 weeks and everything turned out okay? I just don't know what to think. I hate this so much. Please keep us in your prayers tomorrow. Thanks..
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