Everything I have read doesn't seem like anyone is that much better. Is it that the people who have gotten relief don't need to come back here anymore? I have got to get some help. I can't live like this anymore. It's like all of the sudden my brain and my mouth is out of control. I say awful things to those I love and I HATE MYSELF. I am fine and then all of the sudden I am a monster. No one understands how bad it is. And then after I've gone off in a rage I hurt myself. I can't continue to do this to my husband and my kids. Please someone tell me something helps.
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