I suffer from anxiety disorder and panic disorder, along with my depression. For the past week it is getting the best of me and I can't get it under control. I am in a state of constant worry and I feel like I'm coming out of my skin. My husband and daughter are away, so I constantly worry something bad will happen to them and they are 2000 miles away from me. I worry about Austin's upcoming chemo treatments. Yesterday my son got hit in the collarbone with a hockey puck. I don't do well when hubby is away, and he knows that, but does what he wants to anyway. Please pray that they will be safe on their trip and will come home safely to us on Saturday night. I'm living on xanax, I so wish I could do it without drugs. I wish my Mom were here to keep me calm. I'm always so scared. I pray to God for strength, or for Him to help me to find the strength I need. But I'm not so sure He's listening.
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