I am spouse of a RX drug addict. I am going thru very stressful situation with my husband of 35 yrs. He has rheumatoid arthritis is addicted to his pain meds. He is in a rehab at this moment. I am lost on what will happen now. This has been going on for several yrs now. I have Multiple Scrolis and the stress makes me so fatigued and in pain. We were high school sweethearts, kids now grown. This is what I am left with now and I am having a hard time coping. I am a christian and strong in my faith but this is testing me big time. His lies, loss of trust and respect for him. He has pain but he also has admitted to wanting the high. Our whole family is just floored by this. I have been keeping it secret to protect my boys. Now I realized what a mess it has made me and how I enabled him. Please pray for me to love him as a wife is suppose to. I can not get that love back and have prayed I can. He is a christian but lost his way after 2 heart attacks and his early retirement due to his disability.
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