This is going to sound really bad, but here it goes. I need prayer because I am being tested to my absolute limits. Some of you may know the struggles I've faced recently, but lets add to that by saying my truck is not fixed and to fix it will take nearly $700.00 and I don't know how much time. My sanity and more importantly my faith is really being tested. I drove over 2 hours saturday to see my guy (still had another hour left) and realized my ID was at home on the couch, so I had to just come home. Last night I said something to a friend that I still can't believe I said, but I did say that if God is testing my faith he is pushing too hard, because I'm about to lose it. I prayed clear up until I fell asleep last night begging God to take my worries and fears away but I woke up with them still. I tried to hand it over to God and I just can't. My mind is working a million times over figuring up how to come up with the money this week. I HAVE to have it fixed. If not to visit my guy this Saturday then to take my mother to have her eyes worked on. She shares a car with her hubby and her car won't be an option. So I'm being tested to my absolute limit. So please pray for me, my sanity and my faith to be strong. Apparently my prayers aren't enough.
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