Good Morning!! My story is somewhat lengthy,so...I'm gonna write down just a few of the Important points.I'm suffering in pain every day,& desperately need neck surgery!!If I do not do this VERY SOON,I will lose the use of the left side of my body! It is already starting!!OR..if I continue to let it go,Drs. say I could die or becum a parapalegic;becuz my spinal cord compression is sooo severe,& rapidly getting Worse! The surgery I need performed is $30,000.00 UP FRONT;& my (crappy) State Ins.,of course,will NOT pay 4 it!!!I have no family 2 help me,no assets I can sell;or use as collateral to get a loan!!This "hospital" is one of the Worlds BEST,& all state-of-the-art;so,of course,they do NOT offer ANY type of financial assistance,or anything similiar to it!!! I am ONLY 40yrs. old;& have 2 children.Ages 21 & 2yrs.old-who very much need their Mommy!!(And an 8mth. old Grandson!) I want to be around to teach my young son,see him grow up.See my oldest,my baby girl;get married graduate from college,Etc.!! I am NOT ready to die,&/or becum a burden 2 my kids!! Just knowing that there is HOPE out there,& a chance to be helped & to feel better & have my life back again,is somewhat comforting.BUT,when it is OUT of my reach...I have becum very frustrated,& sad!! I am trying my HARDEST 2 STAY POSITIVE,& to remember that MIRACLES DO HAPPEN.But,so far not to me!!(Except 4 my children!!) I guess what I am asking for,is LOTS of prayer from everyone.PLEASE!!!!!!Mine alone,I know,are NOT enuff!!Prayers that I will be okay,& that I will make it thru this -God willing?! Thanx 2 everyone;as all my prayers are w/ all of U who need them! God Bless You All!!! Pammela.
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