You know that feeling when you're just being eaten up by your emotions and you can't do anything to fix it? I've been having problems for the past week or so with my boyfriend, who's an absolutely amazing guy and I love him to pieces. We've been fighting over little things and I've been stressed anyway because of my depression and so now because I'm so stressed out over everything my flashbacks have come back. I haven't really slept for the past two days because I have nightmares, which of course makes everything else worse-- less thought process, more fighting with him, more stress and worry, more flashbacks and nightmares. sometimes i wonder if it ever ends. I thought I was doing so much better, and it has been almost three years since I was raped. I'm just so afraid I'll lose my bf over this, and he's been so understanding and so caring. I love him so much, but i know this really wears on him.
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