I am taking the names out but heres the letter.
Letter to Greg
So may times i wanted to send you an email, but i stalled and you died before i could get myself to send it. You weren't suppose to die yet, you were only 69! Way too young! I wanted to tell you so many things but it got to be too late. You died March 14th but no one told me until June 17th. I am so angry no one told me sooner, also they had the funeral and never told me until after. I feel cheated by not being able to have closure to tell you goodbye. It does not feel real that you died. I wish i could call or email you and i wish i had in time. I wanted to tell you so many things but most important was, i forgave you. I forgave you for everything. i am not mad at you, i don't hate you, you will always be my dad. I hate that you died not knowing that. I hate that you died alone. I wish i had the chance to try and have a healthy father/daughter relationship with you. I wanted to tell you how well i was doing and how far i had come from doing therapy and DBT. I never told you though because i stalled because of fear. I feel so hurt that Uncle D and Aunt P left me and N out of your obituary. Makes me feel like i never existed in your life. I am really sorry you had such a hard life. I learned more after you died and it makes me understand more. I pray you know i forgave you. Love Angela Jo
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