I have been depressed for many years and to make a long story short, I have been diagnosed with Anxiety, Deep Depression, Agrophobia and PTSD. The PTSD stems partly from my childhood and from a 15 yr. verbally abusive husband who used to rape me. Well, this was over 9 years ago and I have had night terrors and nightmares, where I remember every single detail. But I never was diagnosed with it until the anxiety started. I was always in control of myself and could do ANYTHING! I was executive assistant to a President of a large corporation for over 10 years and managed 15 managers. Now I cannot even leave my house! When will it end? I am seeing a therapist and a shrink and am on a multitude of meds. But when will it end?
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