I was never sexually abused. The things that happened to me were mostly emotional. I was deceived by my ex best friend who i do not speak to anymore. She pretended to be a man online and talked to me. She had things sent to me like letters and gifts from the "pretend person". I was totally convinced this person was real and fell for him badly. The guy she pretended to be promised to come visit me even, and sent me plane ticket information to try to prove it. I was totally brain washed by this. She would pretend to be him when i thought she was at work, talking to me online. Then she would come home and talk to me about "him" and how wonderful he was. If i told her i thought he was lying or a fake she would convince me he was real. I cried to her about it. I had just left my past relationship, which was abusive and we were planning to move out and get an apartment together. She left me stranded one day at a hotel room, i had no money, no family and no one. I had a breakdown cause i realized it was her pretending to be him when the "person" never showed up again online after she left. I stopped eating and had to stay at a friends house for a month or so. I finally went home to my parents. I was devastated that i lost my best friend who i trusted. We were friends since we were 5 years old. I still cant understand why she did that to me. I almost went insane from it. I am sorry i had to get it out. My ex boyfriend was emotionally abusive and he would throw me sometimes and hurt my wrists and arms when he got mad. He never hit me though, just made me feel worthless. "
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