do you remember or know wat caused your ptsd i remember several incidents earliest when i was 8yrs old my step father chased me thru our apartment complex with a gun because i wouldnt put up my barbies i remember good old mom kickin a teenage me out on several occassions i couldnt get back in locked steel door couldnt leave burglar bar porch stuck in a prison for hours cold hot rain to this day n e thing might trigger my ptsd like elevators even if they close the doors of the church im having anxiety attacks anything where it seems like im trapped stuck in traffic anything i also remember when i was 16 my mom wwalked in on me trying to overdose on some pills and she told me to i didnt take enough pills i need to at least take 30 more and if u knew my christian church going family they tell anyone who will listen im the nut im the crazy one
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