First I need to tell you that this is Hope, I'm the oldest alter and I'm taking over for a while.
Precious is okay, she's a train wreck because the memories are coming too fast so what we are going to do is mom and I are going put ever pill, even if it's vitamin C, in the safe and all sharp objects as well and we're going to change the combo to the safe so that only mom knows it. I won't even know it because if I know it then eventually she'll know it. At the hospital I talked to crisis and told her what was going on and that the memories were coming too fast and we were going to try and slow them down and we made an extra long safety plan. Precious made two small cuts on her arm but they are superficial. Please know I'm not trying to trigger anyone by telling you that I just want you to know the situation and where we are at this time. That's why we are putting the sharp things in the safe. The two cuts has made her even more emotional because she made a promise on her last birthday a year and a half ago that she wouldn't do that anymore and last night she broke that promise and now she feels like a disapointment. Mom is also going to move her bed downstairs so that when she decides to hybernate in her room she won't be isolated. She has been isolating herself in her room for the last 3 weeks which is only making the depression worse. Anyway, there's the update. I want to thank everyone who has been there throughout this mess. Here's hoping it gets better! I'll let Precious come back after church on Sunday. Right now she just needs a break and I'm stronger than she is right now. She's tired of fighting and I don't want to die. So she's on R&R. If you have any questions for me please feel free to ask. Don't be shy, I'm not.