i think my growing feeling so self destruction and suicide are just a result of bordom. I have a feeling of being unsatified by my life right now. I need a job that i enjoy and doesnt flare my fibro up. I feel i have some fibro fog atm.
Plus theres a aniversary due in about 6 weeks. Its already playing with my mind. I aint gunna do anything silly or stupid with the self destructiveness. Its just a arguement in my head the whole time. I guess to stop any real thoughts or details of the actual trauma.
Im doing alot to remain busy as i can in the day, just isnt seeming fun. I want to work, but i have my disabilities as limations which i cant ignore.
Does anyone experience a lot of stomach pains, like weird sharp pains around the stomach and chest?
HI all. I am jsut wondering if you have a crisis box and what you put in it? If you do not have a crisis box, if you DID have one, what would be in it?A crisis box is meant to be an aid when you are going through a hard time.My crisis box contains:play dohcrayonscoloring paagessudokuword searchesa stress ballpenorigami squarespictures of my familyletters I wrote to myself for when I am down