I did try very hard not to think about this, too focus on anything but this!!!! It's 3:13 and I just woke up in a cold sweat from my night terrors!!! I was right back there, all over again!!! Like it was yesterday, I don't know what to do with my self. My friends in this site are the only people I can turn to! I'm afraid to go back to sleep, I just can't ... I feel everything, I hear everything, like it was real!!!! I can't do this, it's too much all at once!!!
Someone please just talk to me!!!! Please??????
Sorry I havn"t been on but dealing with alot. So with all the issues I am going through and dealing with already I get a call Sunday telling me my biological father passed away. So short story my father left before I was 1years old. So I grow up not knowing my father until I was 28 when he called me. I sent for him to come live with me. He stayed for three years then moved with his sister....
I’m so tired ...... so so tired