I ran into a friend of mine(today) and her husband happened to be with her. He looks like the guy that raped me. I was polite, said hello and shook his hand. I am trying not to freak out about it. I had declined everything that my friend had envited me to because I was afraid that I would be triggered. I am trying to stay very busy today- so that I will not let my mind wonder to the rape and how this guy looks like him.
*** I am looking for support.