Just to give a little background information... the first time I had sex, it wasn’t consensual. Soon after that, I got into a relationship with a very abusive man. He demanded intercourse constantly, and as I became emotionally stronger, I started to say no more often. He began drugging me, and sometimes I would wake up. After I finally left him, I slept with a few people and felt completely detached. Then I started dating again and he made me feel safe and loved. He always listened to me when I said no. But then we broke up and became friends. It’s been challenging because I have feelings for him, and he will go back and forth between having feelings for me, and just “liking me as a person”. To add to the confusion, we are still sleeping together, and it’s made me feel kind of worthless. Like my body is all I have to offer. He used to be a safe space, but the way I’ve been treated recently is bringing back old trauma and memories. I don’t know what I’m looking for, just trying to make sense of this.
Good evening ladies,browsing the web and came across this wesbite, been looking for people to talk to, advice or anyone who is going through something similar.bit of background information, im 24 was diagnosed with endmetriosis when i was 16, i had my last lost of surgery two years ago, my last hospital admission was in january of this year. Since January i have been experiencing awful cramps,...
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