So much energy to make it to make it through every moment through the day & night
Worried bout a lot of stuff going on, not sure how I’m hanging in there but I’m trying
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I have to work with a lot of priveledged, snobby people. I feel like I would rather die than serve them. It is nearly impossible for me to find of job, due to me current situation. So, I know I "should" stick it out. However, ethically, I don't know that I can. Suicide honestly seems to outweigh serving those monsters.