i was molested when I was a young girl. Not long after my parents divorced. Once at a party at my aunts house. A party guest offered to give me a back rub because I had a horrible headache. Once behind doors he did more. Years later as an adult I told my mother and then my aunt accused me of lying.
The second incident happened about the same age and my mothers then boyfriend performed oral sex on me in the swimming pool when she left to go to the bathroom. Nobody told me it wasn't ok for someone to touch me this way. It didn't feel right to me but I never knew it wasn't right until I was an adult. I'm glad there is more awareness now and children are warned.
My mother met a man. The first time I laid eyes on him I did not like him. He was arrogant and overbearing. He started right in trying to be disciplinarian to me, and I was a good kid. I resented this stranger invading my life. He was verbally abusive. Told me I was a brat. I want allowed to use the typing paper to draw on but was not provided with drawing paper. They'd buy beautiful apples and put a note that I was not allowed to have them. He'd give my dog a bone, try to take it away and if he growled he'd kick him (tears here...)I couldn't bear it so I'd step in to defend my dog and my stepdad threw me across the kitchen table and I hit the wall.
More later...have to go cry now
i thought this article was interesting.https://www.cbc.ca/news/health/covid-19-insomnia-1.5521402
I don’t want to get into the whole story of what just happened because I think I’ll get more upset & im shaking rite now ..... pretty sure I just experienced some really shitty racism... I keep trying to tell myself maybe I misheard something but I think that’s just denial trying to give me a glimmer of hope. There is no denying what just happened. This world can be so scary...