I am 22 years old and was diagnosed with PTSD in Aug of 2007. every since then I have been getting flashbacks of my molestation as a child. I also have Bipolar and borderline personality disorder. I have having trouble distinguishing between which disorder is which symptom. I can deal with the changes in mood but the hallucinations and vocies are driving me crazy. Its not a every few days type hallucination its everyday all day. I swear someone is always calling my name or someone is always standing behind me. I always think someone has snuck in my house when Im in the shower or someone is in my closet when I go to bed. Im 22 and I dont wanna have to ask someone to check under my bed or close my closet before i got to bed. Im getting very tired of dealing with these symptoms. im takin seroquel 200mg at night and it puts me to sleep but it doesnt always keep me asleep. the slightest sound at night can wake me and i live in a violent neighborhood and im sure that is not helping at all. please someone help me!
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